I find pieces of you in every song that I listen to…Tumblr (3.0; @andinyourdarkestmomentsremember)http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcqalmRpUE1qiuzf1o1_250.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcqalmRpUE1qiuzf1o2_250.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcqalmRpUE1qiuzf1o3_250.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcqalmRpUE1qiuzf1o4_250.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcqalmRpUE1qiuzf1o5_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcqalmRpUE1qiuzf1o6_250.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcqalmRpUE1qiuzf1o7_250.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcqalmRpUE1qiuzf1o8_250.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcqalmRpUE1qiuzf1o9_250.jpg"/><br/> <br/>http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/36860792548http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/36860792548Thu, 29 Nov 2012 23:30:56 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_maih322yWB1qiba8io1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/31749290877http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/31749290877Mon, 17 Sep 2012 17:02:16 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m5id6s2oT11qc6vgqo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://mykindafairytalee.tumblr.com/post/24953562036/trees-were-dancing-by-linlith">mykindafairytalee</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://Linlith.deviantart.com/art/trees-were-dancing-261393960">trees were dancing</a> by *<a href="http://linlith.deviantart.com/">Linlith</a></p> </blockquote>http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/24959556715http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/24959556715Tue, 12 Jun 2012 12:40:28 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m5id9zuumB1qc6vgqo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://mykindafairytalee.tumblr.com/post/24953631692/bloom-by-burning-liquid">mykindafairytalee</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://Burning-Liquid.deviantart.com/art/Bloom-282851865">Bloom</a> by *<a href="http://burning-liquid.deviantart.com/">Burning-Liquid</a></p> </blockquote>http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/24959544649http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/24959544649Tue, 12 Jun 2012 12:40:14 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m5idb1peV41qc6vgqo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://mykindafairytalee.tumblr.com/post/24953653617/initium-by-burning-liquid">mykindafairytalee</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://Burning-Liquid.deviantart.com/art/Initium-198031791">Initium</a> by *<a href="http://burning-liquid.deviantart.com/">Burning-Liquid</a></p> </blockquote>http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/24959536857http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/24959536857Tue, 12 Jun 2012 12:40:05 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4aj99v9ga1rp0kv3o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/23996935749http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/23996935749Tue, 29 May 2012 10:24:07 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m1iohu7GLw1qh8k21o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/23996918351http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/23996918351Tue, 29 May 2012 10:23:35 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m2akiyjgKy1r94ryyo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Just keep swimming because there’s plenty of fish in the sea</p>http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/23996909693http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/23996909693Tue, 29 May 2012 10:23:18 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxe8rlYaAi1qd4q01o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/23996890983http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/23996890983Tue, 29 May 2012 10:22:43 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3omlgsUNg1qc6vgqo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/22635301772http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/22635301772Mon, 07 May 2012 23:49:13 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m13dw8GwZx1qgin1po1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/22635273829http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/22635273829Mon, 07 May 2012 23:48:40 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3onhuMejj1qc6vgqo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://mykindafairytalee.tumblr.com/post/22631246495/within-time-by-day-light">mykindafairytalee</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://day-light.deviantart.com/art/Within-Time-198418226">Within Time</a> by ~<a href="http://day-light.deviantart.com/">day-light</a></p> </blockquote>http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/22635251065http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/22635251065Mon, 07 May 2012 23:48:13 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3okr6ORom1r55t0uo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/22635212149http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/22635212149Mon, 07 May 2012 23:47:28 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwdu45LmHk1qixy3jo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/22635188612http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/22635188612Mon, 07 May 2012 23:47:01 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3969koQo51r55t0uo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://storybook-magic.tumblr.com/post/22156432684/nice-and-quiet-by-northstar76">storybook-magic</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://Northstar76.deviantart.com/art/Nice-and-quiet-293063374">Nice and quiet</a> by *<a href="http://northstar76.deviantart.com/">Northstar76</a></p> </blockquote>http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/22162273991http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/22162273991Mon, 30 Apr 2012 21:16:12 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m2u5bpUQJO1qcrkcto1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/21610211563http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/21610211563Sun, 22 Apr 2012 19:34:30 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m2szhbedwm1qd4q01o1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/21610195918http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/21610195918Sun, 22 Apr 2012 19:34:17 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m2c4jto9YW1qbb77eo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/21610106714http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/21610106714Sun, 22 Apr 2012 19:33:06 -0400<p>Finals are coming up and I have two 6-10 page papers due and I am FREAKING OUT but for some odd reason I can&#8217;t think of anything but him, and then the other him. There&#8217;s two. It&#8217;s a love triangle of sorts, however, I think that it is a bit looped and definitely misshaped. One goes to school with me, the other doesn&#8217;t. T is someone who is so mysterious without even trying and obviously that intrigues me. S is just so sweet and he&#8217;s adorable and funny. Both of them are people who I care about, it&#8217;s just when it comes down to it, I think that the problem is me. I think I scared T away and S has scared me away. Commitment is both a big word and an even bigger promise. I think that the concept of &#8220;bad timing&#8221; is what happened with me and T. I want him to know how badly I care for him. How I would do anything to hear him laugh, or brush my face with his subtle beard, or even just to smell the mixture of his soap and nicotine on his body when we wake up. S is just too good to me. He clearly loves me, and I&#8217;m the asshole that once again has to run away from being loved.</p> <p>Opening up to both of them was something that was so surprisingly easy, yet, when it happened with S, all I could think about was doing it with T. Hours passed like minutes with T, while minutes passed like hours with S. I want <strong>so desperately</strong> to forget about T and work on this with S, but if I&#8217;m going to follow my heart, I&#8217;d rather it be a little messed up and leave me heartbroken, than leave S heartbroken too. </p> <p>Everything was happening a little too quickly. I&#8217;ve known S for a week and he already is planning out future. I&#8217;m 18 years old. I don&#8217;t have a future. He wants to do the long-distance thing. He&#8217;s from Jersey, I NY. T&#8217;s from Virginia, so the long distance summer situation was confronted over a drunken sleepover about a week ago and I freaked out. S wants me to go to Maryland over the summer with him and his family. All I could think when he said this was that I would stop by Virginia while I&#8217;m down here to say hello to T. He has this hold over me that I will never, ever be able to forget. </p> <p>It wasn&#8217;t even that T was bad to me, he&#8217;s just got a lot of complicated things going on in his life. He has this ex gf, who he loved with all of his heart that ruined his ability, temporarily, to love again. The timing was wrong. We hooked up, for the first time, on St. Patty&#8217;s day, and then spent a few times after that hooking up and then he would sleep over. Nothing more, but again, the timing was wrong. We only had a few weeks left in the school year, so he decided we wouldn&#8217;t get serious. That in itself was completely fine with me because even if he introduced me as his friend, as long as I knew that there was something going on between us and it was me he was looking for at a party and me he was going home with, I was more than willing to NOT define the relationship. The problem is, I see a picture of him, and fall in love with him. I hear his name and I instantly long to be held by him. Knowing I was T&#8217;s girl was something that was so important to me, and still really is. I just want him to want me as badly as I want him and then all of this would be problem solved. If only&#8230;&#8230;..</p> <p>As with most things in my life, they could be better, but the timing was wrong&#8230;</p>http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/21609874534http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/21609874534Sun, 22 Apr 2012 19:30:02 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m2vuhznyzu1qieq9mo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/21608770125http://andinyourdarkestmomentsremember.tumblr.com/post/21608770125Sun, 22 Apr 2012 19:15:13 -0400